TIME!!! AAAAAAGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

 I hate clocks, I hate schedules and I hate time; or at the very least, I hate the counting of time!

I wish I lived centuries ago when time was an abstract concept, or at a time when clocks were a magical device only owned by the very rich!

Every second that the clocks tick on, I'm worried I'm wasting my time; but every second that I spend worrying, is a second of time wasted!

Now that's a self-fulfilling prophecy!

I can't help but multitask my work and leisure because focusing on just one feels as if I'll run out of time for the other, even though rationally I know I have decades of my life left to both work and enjoy!

When I play I feel guilty for not working, when I'm working I feel guilty for not playing!




Feelings, facts, rationality all dissolve into soup. Work is leisure, leisure is a job.

I should just lock myself in a shed and go catatonic!

My profile picture

 My profile picture is Ryo Asuka from one of the Devilman side stories. It's a story where Ryo dreams about Satan breaking out of the ice.

I chose it, not just because I already had that panel saved but because everytime I post on this website it comes out of a moment like in the panel. Where I feel like I've suddenly woke up from some revelation and MUST share it or dissect it. When I've had just a little moment of clarity. And it's usually at night like that. 

I just love Ryo.
Especially the schizo Ryo from the original manga.

I actually managed, for a decent price, to get my hands on the first half of the Devilman classic collection; I know the real difficulty is gonna come now that I'm looking for the second half. It's fucking expensive everywhere, and I'm a cheapskate. My only hope is that someone has a rabid dog that mangles their copy dreadfully enough to bring the price down less than £40. Because I'm not a collector, I don't care what the fuck it looks like as long as I can read it.