digitalalterego (
digitalalterego) wrote2025-12-11 03:19 pm
Entry tags:
Internet Reality
I recently wonder if there is anything fun to do on the internet anymore.
Well there's gotta be, but I don't know how to find it myself.
I find real life boring too though.
It's like, when I'm online or when I'm escaping through one of my interests I think "This is boring, real-life is more interesting."
But when I'm living in reality, I think "This is boring, fiction/escapism is more interesting."
I know there is a balance that needs to be had, but no matter what, I feel unsatisfied.
I need to improve my balance, but I don't know how. Do I need more things to do? Do I need less things to do? I need to create more? I need to relax more? I just don't know.
Well there's gotta be, but I don't know how to find it myself.
I find real life boring too though.
It's like, when I'm online or when I'm escaping through one of my interests I think "This is boring, real-life is more interesting."
But when I'm living in reality, I think "This is boring, fiction/escapism is more interesting."
I know there is a balance that needs to be had, but no matter what, I feel unsatisfied.
I need to improve my balance, but I don't know how. Do I need more things to do? Do I need less things to do? I need to create more? I need to relax more? I just don't know.